HOLY FUCK MONKEYS!

This computer is god damn ass munch poop in a hole slow. So, if I don't get around to emailing everyone, it's because I'm tying up about four-hundred and fifty five minutes of phone time trying to download MSN Messenger so I can stop talking to the gallahs out my window. I want to strangle someone!!! oh shit, right, no death jokes *cringe*

Ummmm...... all is well here..... 'tis hot. There is hot, and then there is THIS! But it is gorgeous. It's so good to see everything again. I feel completely rejuvinated to be back. Like all the sun and family has awoken the "australian" part of me. I dunno, I could just be pulling at strings, and just posing as an actual resident. But it makes me happy to be back here. Loads of memories; a completely shit house of emotions.

However, that could also be attributed to the lack of grandparents now. I broke down coming into their house. My grandfather's stuff was still set up in his room - his evening pills ready on the bedside table for him to take. It seems so untimely, but I guess these things are always untimely.

In other fun news, because that is making me teary, I'm currently burnt! I was here for less than 12 hours and I'm bright red. "Kentucky Fried Jane." And you'd think I'd learn, because I ALWAYS burn, but no, smart ass me decides that skin cancer only affects OTHER people. I really should get a clue.

As for my itinerary, I'm in Canberra now, after spending Christmas eve and part of Christmas day in Sydney with my sister and her boyfriend. Great area of Sydney - but very suburban. Costs $300 a week, I was astounded! God, it's expensive there. But I guess it's proof that the economy is doing well, so excellent for that. The funeral is soonish, as is the wake. I'm not really sure when... I believe Saturday week. So that gives us some time to prepare. Prepare what, I'm not quite sure, as we already have a corpse, and as far as I am concerned, that's all you really need for a funeral. Well, maybe some flowers and nibblies. Okay, granted there is lots that can not be done over Christmas - really, when you think about it, this is the most inconsiderate time for someone to die! Okay, well, apparently I'm off for a walk now with my mum - so adios friends, and hopefully talk to you soon! If you could, please put add a note and put in your weblogs/webpages so I can check while I'm here - I abuse my favorites, because I desperately need that free brain space! Kisses and hugs, have a merry Christmas, Jane