I am going to hell.

I am a horrible person.

I am skipping a whole day of school...... I feel so guilty. Well, I'm only skipping one lab and two classes, because I did go to Physics, but that was only because I've missed the PAST TWO CLASSES!! I'm going to live a long and firey afterlife in the netherworld. Anyone feel like keeping me company? *big grin*

I'm kind of in a rant mood, but I don't want to hurt anyone, should someone fall upon this page....... oh wait, does that sound like I care?? *evil laugh* My bad, I was pretending to be someone who had a CHANCE at redemption. So, 10-4 good buddy, I'm ranting away.....

I've had a beef with some of my friends lately because they have been rather self-centered. Now, I'm not saying I'm perfect in not being self-centered, after all, what is a blog but something that is all ME? However, I dislike people who have an extremely high view of themselves. People that act holier than thou, when really they are heading down on the Damnation Express with me. It's not actually so much the morality issue, just the fact that they don't see the inherent hypocrisy in their statements. Statements deploring teenage girls and their actions, or snap judgements about midterms, when the statement is a) useless, and b) can be applied to the speaker also. Paul said that when you critise someone else, you are actually seeing their faults in yourself (or words to that effect) and I wonder how true this actually is. Do I see things that piss me off to high hell in other people, because subconsciously I know that I embody those characteristics? (Okay, so the rant has taken a slightly different turn, but I'll run with it.) I don't generally consider myself a "normal girl" and sometimes I do poke fun at normal girls (i.e. insult intelligence, etc) but what if I actually am a "normal girl"? Maybe I don't wear low cut blouses everyday at school, but when I dress up to go out, I do. That definitely doesn't seperate me from them. I think I am of higher than average intelligence, and I try not to boast that fact, but instead try to contribute to my somewhat meager catalogue of knowledge so I can have something TO boast about. Or maybe I'm just saying that because I know people are going to read this. Maybe I'm censoring myself and I actually want to bitch and complain about (two) specific people, and talk about how much better I am than them. OR maybe I just jump from idea to idea and type long sentences that turn into long, pointless paragraphs with no point that definitely could NOT be described as cogent or complete.

Yeah, the latter sounds about right. :)

later days,

js